life never stops for anyone...

"life never stops for anyone...plz go on". a lovely quote by a lovelyone.i remember the day when my clg days started...4 years passed n now the last day really touching...everyone write their comment...i was little upset that day coz everyone is going n we don't meet again...specially the best one.everything is finished ..now i don feel like to write my blog.for the last a week really feeling uncomfotable..maine der kardi sayad isliye ye sab hua..i know.but i tried that i could..par koi fayada nahi...evryone has some feeling to share ..i jus wantd to do that..a girl who really mean to me.now jus trying to forget her but kya karun nahi ho pata.by the way likhne ke liye bahut kuch hai par main likhna nahi chahta....jiske liye likhta tha vo to meri hui hin nahi...

why didn't u accept me..........?

miss u always..no one is like u n no one can be.

Zindgi do pal ki...

Today a important day for me,my mom dad aniversary...i wished them in the morning took blessings as well.the most important thing is that they r my all karta dharta n a really love them...a lot..moreover today i did that i wanted for the last 6 months.i just tell all ma feelings to her,but she refused .i knew that she won't accept me....there is no one in my life.

Life is jus to hard.for the last 4 year i had a great desire to spent time as well ma feeling to a lovely partner but all the things r broken in jus a second.i dreamed one day that we will be in CCD or barista a day n will hv coffee.thats why i hate coffee house ....never ever been there.

really zindgi do pal ki hein hai...4 saal kaise nikal gaye pata bhi nahi chala...

Will really try to forget her but i know i can't.no one can force anyone to love her n offcourse he/she should not..its jus the feelings.one sided love never get succecfull. jinke paas pyar nahi hota vo bhi dunia jite hein bus kuch chijon ki kami rehti hai.i asked her for something anything that she want either her used pen.and ya i hv also got a gift for her...the only thing that she will accept or not.meri life mein bahut si baten pehli baar hui hai aaj kal.aaj tak meinne dusron ko gift karidwaya hai....aaj kisi apne ke liye gift puchase karne gya tha...i thought when the time comes nb i will buy gift for anyone...now the time comes but the situation is that she will or she won't..

i will tell her the only thing that enjoy ur life ..never think about me..main ji hein lunga kisitereh...perhaps mere paas kuch aur samay hota to sayad kuch ho pata...why B.Tech don hv 5 years...i don't want to go now...aaj room pe kitnow ki aankh mein aansu hein...pyar chij hein aisi hai ,kisi ko hasati hai to kisi ko rulati hai.

kisine kaha hai kiski khatir blog likhte ho ,maine kaha uski khatir blog likhta huin, meri hasti door tak kya pahunchi pata usko nahi jiski khatir blog likhta huin.

miss you always....tujhe jaate hue dekh nahi paaunga..

Blessings in disguised....

Yep its true a blessings in disguise someday... somewhere. it happend wid me. par jo bhi hai thic hai na se haan to hai. i really don know what should i do ...actually i m not too much happy as the salery is not much....little happy...little upset..par thic hai. i always thought that where is god ...why he is not helping me. now i got that blessing.i don't know wheather i will join or not but i thank to HIM.

today is a great day for me.everything is happing thic thic. in the afternoon i had fish ,given by someone... a good friend n i really thank to her. and ofcourse fish is a sign for goodluck.so since morning everything is good.and at last at night i talked to a friend to whom i really wanted to....
not on phone but haan...par use pata nahi tha that i was there ..sayad kitno dino baad.perhaps she is lucky for me,,and ofcourse very important coz she did some good work for me........bhale anjane mein.sayad me getting quite emotional so don be..jidgi isika naam hai ....jisse log khus rehen.

she is happy without me....god gave me everything except her.there r many thing ..but i cant write it here. somehow its personal.i write all these sort of things in my personal diary.writing diary is my hobby so that in future when i will go through, then will remember great moments that i had spent.

with that trying to kiss the world.

Missing u.....

Really feeling lonely...jus sitting and the life is moving away.this is the last year in b.tech and i found that if u r good then u r bad so don be good always. my weakness is that i m very imotional...i can't hold up my emotion..... hv made so many of friends. koi special bhi tha aur hamesha rahega.things dosen change jus the time.i hv only 2 to 3 months left n i really don want to leave these clg time,but what can i do. so enjoy the life as much as u can......life doesn't stop bus yadein reh jati hein..!

Its me n my cousin brother.this time i was in gaya celibrating holi with my family.had lots of masti.

Shivratri ...a divine day.

"Om namah shivaya"

A great day for everyone who believes in god .spirituality comes when all the things come true in ur life n u show faith in the god....god is evrything. this is the day on which god shiva got married with goddess sati which was a form of parwati.

I remember the day when i was in greater noida,started the day by worshiping lord shiva.that day was quite memorable. on this day we should hv bhang...n people take that.

that day my whole friend had had bhang almost more than 4 glass....n all were laughing n laughing..we had lost of food as after having bhang u get thrusty n hungry too much.

My head....u know like getting blast....at last i hit the bed n got slept.

from that day i hv decided that no more bhang again in life.bhang ka nasha really bad...

today don know what to do....jus going to mandir ,will take some falhar n all that.

"jai bhole nath....

lonely weekend...

why u r not wid me....

what was my mistakes....

i never know this could happen......

feeling lonely all the day.....

i remember the day u were wid me...

don't know why it happend...

but my feelings for u is that i can't express here...

hope u never know this any more....

this is all i feel about u....S

Really toughhhhhh.

It's really tough to know someone n hv faith on it.i really get confused what kind of people r there. i always thought that if i m clear n kind to someone probably he will be yar...but this is not happen all time.."friend " ye ek aisa word hai jisse ab mujhe ...kya kahun,jisper bhi faith kiya hai ya dil lagaya hai vahi dhokha de deta hai.i don remember but one lady said in a movie that in this world there r 2 kind of people one is good & another is bad.i always try to be good but some situation forced me to be bad...jaise ko jaisa karna chaiye..today one of my good friend **** has broken friendship wid me. i had a great attachement wid him but today what happend, i jus got shocked what he is saying to me...jiske baare mein mein aise sochta huin vo mere baare mein aisa sochta hai. this is not the first time to me bahuto na kiya hai....sochta huin friendship bas ek word hi reh gya hai jisse kaam hai vo accha dost hai aur jisse nahi vo....some times i think why i m a sagiterian,always get emotional.kya hoga jyada se jyada ek dost kam ho jayega..ab maine sochna hin band kar diya hai.

kuch din se mera dimag pura kharab ho rakha hai..kuch karne ka man nahi kar raha hai ,padai bhi nahi ho rahi hai.kya karun kahan jaun?

jindgi isi ka naam hai mere dost ,yahan her type ke log milenge.

Its too long to be here just coz of exam but now i m totally tension free..for the last 20 days i just got wacky yaar ....sitting in the room and studying.ye bhi koi life hai?that was really hectic.today i saw a movie pyar impossible...it was so so not too good not too bad.but one thing that inspired me was that person is not known by his face or style but by his nature.waise these all r just sayings..world is something different...jaisa ham sochte hein waise hota nahi.

really pyar impossible

now i m on the verge of life.deciding what to do what not to do.life mein always clear rehne ka.

don take tension.kisi ne kha hai.

the biggest loss in life kisi ki aankho mein aansu hona aapki vajah se but

the best achivement of life kisi ki aankho mein aaansu hona kisi ke liye.

now i got to go.........abhi tak kuch khaya nahi hai...... ja raha huin kuch khaunga and then will hit the bed.

"Rab Na Kare.....

rabb naa kre k ye zindagi

kabhi kisi ko daga de

kisiko rulaye na dil ki laggi

maula sab ko dua de

tere pehlu mey jo raatey gujaari

shab-e-mohtab mey nazrey utaari

tere pehlu mey jo raatey gujari

shab-e-mohtab mey nazrey utaari

hum bhi ruke hai uss morh par

koi humko sada de

hum bhi ruke hai uss morh par

koi humko sada de

rabb naa kre k ye zindagi

kabhi kisi ko daga de

kisiko rulaye na dil ki laggi

maula sab ko dua de

salamat rahe taki owau na lage

teri hizar mey koi saari raat jaage

salamat rahe taki owau na lage

teri hizar mey koi saari raat jaage

chain se soye jaan meri

sukh vaade sa vade

chain se soye jaan meri

sukh vaade sa vade

rabb naa kre k ye zindagi

kabhi kisi ko daga de

kisiko rulaye na dil ki laggi

maula sab ko dua de

kaise chukaun tere eshaan mey

rakh du ye girvi din -o- imaan mey

kaise chukaun tere eshaan mey

rakh du ye girvi din -o- imaan mey

har saans meri naam tere

maula mujhko kaza de

har saans meri naam tere

rabb mujhko kaza de

rabb naa kre k ye zindagi

kabhi kisi ko daga de

kisiko rulaye na dil ki laggi

maula sab ko dua de........

semestermania.

exam ,exam, exam...at every six month it comes and flooded aur happiness long away.but what can we do..nothing.only can take that exam in any condition.really a boring time is going on.only 14 days left for the exam and now i hv started the my studies..kya karun..kahin bahar bhi nahi ja sakta...outing pe..waise few days before i hv seen too movies,Paa & rocket singh.Paa was really a touching movie...quiet emotional,sensitive,mournful.the main great thing of the movie was childness of big B. There was a line in the movie that....

"hurt karnewala hurt sehnewala se jyada hurt hota hai."

See it.....

This is my b'day pic that is held recently on 26th nov.it was really memorable as my roommate gave me surprise by borrowing a cake.it was exact 12 and i got more than 35 laatein on my back.kuin hota hai aisa.The accused were saurav,himanshu,sanjay,jay,madi....i remember all these guys when their b'day will come definitely i returned them with full interest.I was really glad that many of my friends wished me but somewhere i was expecting that the one who hasn't wished me probably she could ...i waited till the end of my b'day night.khair u can't force anyone to forget all the things.god knows well.....sayad yahi sahi hai.ok leave it ye sab chalta rehta hai..after that at night me,madi and my roommate went to atta market for dine out.aur fir aake so gya...

B.Tech a great deal...........

In the last 31/2 year i learned so much of things, obviously get attached with many friends.But the thing is that if u r to succeed u r to do ur own.nothing is like ready made.here many stories made and many end.most important is what u get .when i was in 1st year i didn't know anything later i learned how to tackle with others.In 2nd & 3rd year i used to live in Alpha 2 sec.these two years was my most fascinating years .i did full masti.Many great things happened with me.A year before when i lived there and i remember that if we had to make Tee,then what we do is that we take some sugar from a friend nearby and for Tee leaf we take from a friend right behind our room.and made a palatable tee.u know that day was really amazing.we did so many pangas there.but jo bhi tha accha tha.now i hv come to noida with one roommate i.e himanshu.a lovely saand....hahahhah iski bhi ajab kahani hai.he is pandit by cast so i can't cook non-veg item.I go out to hv these kind of yummy yummy items..now the time has come to think about the future.sayad sona likha hai..

so i m gonna sleep......

tc bye.

Love & Hate.......

I had a great desire to see someone last time,always used to say god plzzz help me.and at last god listen.but was useless coz i didn't talk.i was scared i don't know why....god did their work but i couldn't.u can't forget anything that has happend wid u.really got surprised to see....

Love & Hate both hv 4 alphabets but the difference between these 2 is 4 miles.so don't hate..

H-hell &

A-abash

T-tears

E-end of life......

&

L-liaism

O-optimist

V-veracious

E-ecstasy of love.....

Want to see u again....

This is ma first birthday that i had celebrated in clg life.I was in 2nd year...time was really cool.i hv always a great keen to capture all these memorable moments.This vedio shows that how champu we were in that days.At that day they give me surprise. they bought the cake,candles..also sweet was there.and at exact 12 p.m GPL session was held....they kicked me not less than 30 legs atleast.ohhhhh abhi bhi yaad hai vo tej tej laatein.but jo bhi tha accha tha.after that i through the party next day.all my five roommate was really really good.

Life is amazing....live it with full enjoyment.

Nostalgic moments.......

I lost in the mist of life...what to do,what not to do.Someone has told me that if u remember ur past,u lose..i understand,but i say why we should not see what we did.afterall we learn from that..or even if u want to leave that ,u can't....now i am going through my most toughest era.Actually i m very emotional kind of guy,as me a sagatarian..kuch baatein hain jo mein share nahi kar sakta par vo baatein kabhi aankho mein aansu la deti hein..perhaps god wants this..sayad log galat hein ya mein galat huin..everyone has desire and every desire has a reason.and when it comes true we feel happy...but my desire??? noone is here to fullfill it..so jo hota hai acche ke liye hota hai....now the time has come to think about the future..so i m little upset..i hv left all the thinks...plz God show me the way...

crying for someone shows that how much u love her...nobody wants to weep yaar it just happens ...koi mere liye bahut hiin jyada important hai....par sayad mein uske liye kuch bhi nahi....khair ye sab baaten clg life mein hoti rehti hein....so plz avoid it if u could.be happy always...

"Don't think about others,think what others think about u..."

just chill dhondu bata........

Happy diwali to all of u............

Happy & prosperous diwali to all my friends.On this diwali i m in noida alone coz my roommate has gone to home and i m here getting bored.nothing special on this occasion kuinki paise sab khatam ho gaye hein aur party kar nahi sakta......logon ko dekh kar apni bhi dewali ho jayegi.If u wish someone on any occasion he or she feels very well that some one is atleast thinking about u and wishing u.so please wish ur friends and enjoy as much as u can.

bye......

This is my college.Skyline Institute of Engineering & Tech.Greater noida.

This is the place from where i did my schooling i.e Kendriya Vidyalaya No.2, Gaya.Many friends where there....memories never die.kabhi kabhi yaad aatein hain vo pal to sochta huin ki fir se us samay mein chala jaun.I was known for my shyness,i didn't used to talk to girls.haan kuch se baat karta tha.I really miss those days.

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"I lost that who was never of mine but she lost that who was only of her."