Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Zindgi do pal ki...

Today a important day for me,my mom dad aniversary...i wished them in the morning took blessings as well.the most important thing is that they r my all karta dharta n a really love them...a lot..moreover today i did that i wanted for the last 6 months.i just tell all ma feelings to her,but she refused .i knew that she won't accept me....there is no one in my life.
Life is jus to hard.for the last 4 year i had a great desire to spent time as well ma feeling to a lovely partner but all the things r broken in jus a second.i dreamed one day that we will be in CCD or barista a day n will hv coffee.thats why i hate coffee house ....never ever been there.
really zindgi do pal ki hein hai...4 saal kaise nikal gaye pata bhi nahi chala...

Will really try to forget her but i know i can't.no one can force anyone to love her n offcourse he/she should not..its jus the feelings.one sided love never get succecfull. jinke paas pyar nahi hota vo bhi dunia jite hein bus kuch chijon ki kami rehti hai.i asked her for something anything that she want either her used pen.and ya i hv also got a gift for her...the only thing that she will accept or not.meri life mein bahut si baten pehli baar hui hai aaj kal.aaj tak meinne dusron ko gift karidwaya hai....aaj kisi apne ke liye gift puchase karne gya tha...i thought when the time comes nb i will buy gift for anyone...now the time comes but the situation is that she will or she won't..

i will tell her the only thing that enjoy ur life ..never think about me..main ji hein lunga kisitereh...perhaps mere paas kuch aur samay hota to sayad kuch ho pata...why B.Tech don hv 5 years...i don't want to go now...aaj room pe kitnow ki aankh mein aansu hein...pyar chij hein aisi hai ,kisi ko hasati hai to kisi ko rulati hai.

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miss you always....tujhe jaate hue dekh nahi paaunga..

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