"unpredictable journey"

Its 5 in the morning and m writing ma blog.the best thing is that we never forget these memorale days.today me n ma friend samy went to hv some egg paratha along wid chai.actually we offenly go there.noida paratha point is open through out the night.after a day we hv to take our final exams n we r jus enjoing like this...really a great time.we were taking about evryonce love....kiska kiska ho paya aur kiska nahi...i only find that these all the things will be jus be keeping.we were had a great time. abhi vo so gya hai main blog likh rha huin...abhi tak pada kuch nahi hai.god knows what will happen in the exam..waise bhi 7 semo mein nahi dare to ab kya.
somewhere i read a story about a girl n a boy that boy was working in the cd shop.girl always come to buy the cd but they love each other as well but bol nahi paye.when girl come to retun the cd she always keep some letter inside it so that he will read n reply.but unfortunatly boy couldn't see that.boy had got cancer .he dies.now the girl comes n saw that all the letters was keeping as it is...she cried a lot coz she lost him...the moral of the story was that one should not keep his or her feeling inside...jus tell her whatever happend.atleast u don hv any regret that i didn't tell her ,may be she would accept me if i told her...so did i.but she thinks that whatever i told her jus coz someone had forced me...but its not true..kaise samjhaun use...bahut sari aise baten hein jo ager vo kabhi jaan gayi to use accha nahi lagega ki maine uske liye kya kya nhai kiya hai par main nahi chahta ki use pata bhi chale...chalne do jaisa chalta hai...sayad vo kabhi yaad bhi na rakhe kaun shubham tha..chalo getting little emotional ab nahi hona hai.....no more.
now going to hit the bed coz uthena bhi hai waise subeh ho bhi gayi hai.

jo hota hai vo acche ke liye hota hai..but all these happens wid me only i know that.there was a saying "as u sow so u reap".so doing best by maself...wid that going ...
bye

" koi lauta de vo pyare pyare din......

For the last few days m trying to study but can't do it..u already know why..exactly the same thing. a person who broke all the things. evrybody is busy in preparing for their exam n i m writing my blog. Actually what happens in this world is that if u love someone u r to be unfair to her then only u can get her...its true i hv seen this....but in my story i was always fair ,even i told her ma real feelings to her...but what i got is 'a broken heart".i don blame her n i should not actualy.

There r so many guys or girls knows in the clg that i like her but no body knows how i m feeling today coz nothing is there in my story.perhaps ...i don know...i really want to know why she refused me.is that anyone else in her life or i m so ugly that she don want me .jus talk to me....i really need to talk to u....u stoped me calling u but evryday i thought to call u. why i m not forgetting u..i know all the things even then..i remember those days when she were wid me, why it happend yaar..sometimes i regret her why i told her...i didn't wanted to show her enything but couldn't stop myself...

yesterday i saw a movie jannat one of my favourate movie...the best inspiring thing was that hero did evrything to get her, just for her....koi kisi ko itna chahta hai aur koi kisi ko ek baar bhi puch nahi sakta ki kaisa hai vo...i always called u jus to make some space in our relationship but nothing has happend...love is very tough ..jiske paas hota hai vahi janta hai...abhi bhi main tujhse yahi janna chahta huin ki akhir kuin? i know u hate me or m not like u..then why don't u tell me.
perhaps i can't tell u all these things that i did for u..evry drop of tear has the same question...why? why? main janta huin i shouldn't do that but kya karuin can't stop myself.

B.Tech life is gonna over n i hv the only one thing that hvn't got anymore is jus u..the one who should read ma blog perhaps she is not but her friend is going through it..no matter...

somewhere i read that love happens n i felt that....but jo hota hai accha hota hai.

love is not evrything ....i m not any heer ranjha or romio juliet .

just one line for u...."i lost the one who was never of mine but u lost the one who was only of her"

luv u mom......

When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.

When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk.
You thanked her by running away when she called.

When you were 3, she made all your meals with love.
You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.

When you were 4, she gave you some crayons.
You thanked her by coloring the dining room table.

When you were 5, she dressed you for the holidays.
You thanked her by plopping into the nearest puddle.

When you were 6, she walked you to school.
You thanked her by screaming, "I'M NOT GOING!"

When you were 7, she bought you a baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor' s window.

When you were 8, she handed you an ice cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9, she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10, she drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastic to
One birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11, she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13, she suggested a haircut.
You thanked by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus, carried your bags.
You thanked by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing any one.
You thanked by saying "It's none of your business".

When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future.
You thanked her by saying "I don't want to be like you".

When you were 22, she hugged at your college graduation.
You thanked her by asking whether she could sponsor for a trip to Europe.

When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment.
You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.

When you were 24, she met your fiancée and asked your plans for the future.
You thanked by glaring and growling, "Muuhh-there, please!".

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby.
You thanked her by telling her, "Things are different now."

When you were 40, she called you to remind you of a relative's birthday.
You thanked her by saying that you were "really busy right now."

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

IF SHE'S STILL AROUND, NEVER FORGET TO LOVE HER MORE THAN EVER.
AND IF SHE'S NOT, REMEMBER HER UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND PASS IT ON.

ALWAYS REMEMBER YOUR MOTHER, BECAUSE YOU HAVE ONLY ONE MOTHER IN YOUR LIFETIME.


I LOVE YOU Ma, thanks for everything!!

My Love....jus for u

an empty street, an empty house, a hole inside my heart... I m all alone, the rooms are getting smaller...
I tried to read, i m laughing with my friends... but I can't stop to keep myself from thinking...

Mana Bikhra Hoon Main Abhi .....

yaad yaad yaad......reh jati hai...

I don know how to forget coz she is all in my mind that its really impossile to leave her . what to do don't know. i did all that i could.these days i m listening a song yaad yaad yaad reh jati hai....really a nice one n somehow its true.if u love someone n u hv to forget her,its really tough....in this world there r two types of couple r there,one is that who r just a girl friend and a boyfriend. n another one is that who really like n do anything for her or him.but here a girl is different n a friend is different.
sometimes i thought i m the only one who havn't got anything till yet n i know its all just coz of me..
perhaps there might be some mistakes by me that i couldn't made a place in her heart.i had always a desire n offcourse many dreams for someone...i put up everything before her . not everything exactly what i did for her.....6 month ka pyar ek pal mein tut gya...CAD exam hahahahahaha a great day for me...when i see those pages i thought she couldn't be mine to whom i did all that n tears come in my eyes...but what can i do....somehow she is right ,if she is not in love wid me how could she fall n offcorese she should not even i won't do that coz u can't made anyone fall in love wid u and u should not..."every drop of tear is for u". '
but now she is my friend at least...i write apart from these in my diary which i can't write it here.............. 5 or 6 more days to see her...i know shee don know how is my feeling about her
...but
jus wanted to tell u i will wait for u always n will remember u tell the end of ma life coz u did so many things that i couldn't forget that.....

always miss u n nobody can fill ur place...

"The person who has his love dosen't know the love much as the one who hasn't love knows."

dil mera tod diya usne.....

"Last day of the college"

really will miss my friendz.evryone had its own importance.

Tu kabhi kisi aur ki hona nahi....